Free Fall

Nights are getting longer;
days colder.
Vessel of void; lonelier.
Plunged into whirlpool,
a routine of rote.
Fog and bleeding moonlight:
beautiful yet annihilating.

A perpetual descending.
One hope at a time.
Downward and lower
but not all the way,
leaving behind sad silt –
a residual life.

A double-edged sword
Piercing only inward.
Holding the beads.
Like lost clouds
on an overcast evening;
together but fragmented:
Life’s one big sunset.

Dreams tiring
and surreptitiously ailing.
Worse, it feels real now.
Calling me out of my mind.
To crawl back home;
beaten and defeated.
A long but ineludible wait.

Simplest actions forbidding;
Every task enormous.
Pushed out of ash,
but without flesh
An unsettling thirst –
to want everything.
Yet dangerously close
to wanting nothing.

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Published by Anoop

Actor/Writer/Philosopher/Activist- No Sir, I'm none of that. A cog in the wheel, surviving and serving my notice period of death. And yeah, I have a very positive outlook on life. Cheers!

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